For my growth and life

7/25/2023 Cloudy but no sense Today is 2nd day of my blog journey, writing for thinking in English. DIARY Morning: spoken integrated speaking Afternoon: nothing Evening: long and difficult sentences and GRE review, practice Anyway, when I practiced tonight, running around the playground, I sparked the idea that learning everything, including English or even TOFEL, and GRE, quickly passing through all content is the first thing, and then reviewing, revising, readjusting them over and over again is the most significant thing during the entire studying. Because the brain is so lazy during this tedious and painful process it tends to quit fleetingly and choose the easiest way to study, a stressful process as well. But there is an illusion that our brains will slightly escape this course of study when we review and repeat it over and over again. That is the thing. Choose to repeat rather than resume.  This is a word, 'indefensible', which means groundless, I forgot it many times. Ho

7/24/2023, Sunny and pleased Hey, strangers or others. Today, I will thrive to write my thoughts and experience that thoroughly passed my life in English, and I never remembered them before. That ignorance often leads me to rethink myself confusedly. Why do I forget most of the significant things and become insensitive to life and pleased things and interesting people? Why do I choose to pursue the imaginary fame and dream rather than the specific happiness and pain of my life? I found I lost my interest in writing whatever in English or Chinese. Actually, I thought I preferred to express my thoughts and experience in Chinese, my native tongue. However, I always forgot to think about the logical relationship between knowledge and fell into endless interrogation loaded pressure from society and impractical push for myself in the past. But when I learned another language systematically, following exact logical demonstration and recurrent, it seems that effective thought including specifi